Sweetie, I don't claim to have any clue what the particulars are here, but if this is someone professing an interest in you and has your heart in her hand, and is posting things like: "not waking up until i open my eyes and paul is next to me", "missing you's" and "I love ^insert name that isn't Garrett here^", "'this absolute will hurt garrett' he'll live.", and photos, I would be quaking with rage, too.
As for the moving to NYC, is this something you're doing as well? Because there were a couple of mentions of a "him" in regards to her happiness there and her motivation for moving there loving someone that is there has me a little confused.
Please be wary and take care of your heart. I wish you the best in this, and if everything works out for you with her, all the better.
In a less PC and non-happy-cuddly-support-group-voice-girl mode, I have to say I think you're being jerked the hell around and I would encourage you to emotionally run far far away from this person. The impression I get from the posts I read is that you're a San Diego band-aid for whomever it is she's missing in NY.
I see that you posted just after or during my response to this post.
In all things, remember that you are loved. I know it's not the same, and a lot of times, it doesn't really help a lot to think that way, but it's true. You have a network of pals out here that want you to be safe, healthy and happy.
It's just so massively disappointing, is all. I had plans. We had things to do. A hotly-anticipated day-and-a-half of explosive dallying, with someone who is essentially a stranger with a history, has somehow out-valued all those possibilities. Like an idiot, I really thought I was immune from that happening, by being with such a smart girl.
Her self-destructive nature is another thing we have in common.
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Date: 2002-10-02 01:13 am (UTC)ultraILK on aim.
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Date: 2002-10-02 02:08 am (UTC)Sweetie, I don't claim to have any clue what the particulars are here, but if this is someone professing an interest in you and has your heart in her hand, and is posting things like: "not waking up until i open my eyes and paul is next to me", "missing you's" and "I love ^insert name that isn't Garrett here^", "'this absolute will hurt garrett' he'll live.",
and photos, I would be quaking with rage, too.
As for the moving to NYC, is this something you're doing as well? Because there were a couple of mentions of a "him" in regards to her happiness there and her motivation for moving there loving someone that is there has me a little confused.
Please be wary and take care of your heart. I wish you the best in this, and if everything works out for you with her, all the better.
In a less PC and non-happy-cuddly-support-group-voice-girl mode, I have to say I think you're being jerked the hell around and I would encourage you to emotionally run far far away from this person. The impression I get from the posts I read is that you're a San Diego band-aid for whomever it is she's missing in NY.
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Date: 2002-10-02 02:31 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2002-10-02 08:12 am (UTC)I see that you posted just after or during my response to this post.
In all things, remember that you are loved. I know it's not the same, and a lot of times, it doesn't really help a lot to think that way, but it's true. You have a network of pals out here that want you to be safe, healthy and happy.
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Date: 2002-10-02 03:32 am (UTC)Dude. I have so been there, and I'm sorry you got hit with this. Wish we could go have a beer and talk about it. Don't forget what you're made of.
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Date: 2002-10-02 05:53 am (UTC)Her self-destructive nature is another thing we have in common.
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Date: 2002-10-02 06:52 am (UTC)I knew I should have stayed uninvolved. :(
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Date: 2002-10-02 09:15 am (UTC)To say the least. Holy fuck. Did she actually point you to that page?