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Oct. 2nd, 2002 01:44 amI can't shake this vague fear that somehow I'm being kept in the dark.
about what?
i promise, you're not being kept in the dark about anything
you know i'm nothig but up front with you
That when I hang out with you, it's clearly about you and me, but when I'm not around, it's more about you and me and you and him, and you and him, and you and possibly her.
hahahahaha
It comes mostly from the things I come across in your LJ.
i can't help it if something turns me on. what i can control is what i do about that something
Of course.
But it's the way it _sounds_.
Jealousy : no. Disgust : no. Distrust and the potential to be hurt : yes, a bit.
understandable
yes, you have the potential to be hurt
95% of this feeling comes from the fact that I do not know these people, and that you seem reluctant to tell me.
it goes with the territory
i supose i will jsut have to earn your trust some more
It's been worrying me this last little while :(
i can be patient
garrett, you've nothing to worry about.
but, i can tell you that till i'm blue in the face
i think you can trust that i have a good head on my shoulders and am not going to do anything stupid simply for the sake of doing it
Yeah ... you're right ...
There are just a lot of unknowns I guess
garrett, you know me
you know where my heart is in all this
about what?
i promise, you're not being kept in the dark about anything
you know i'm nothig but up front with you
That when I hang out with you, it's clearly about you and me, but when I'm not around, it's more about you and me and you and him, and you and him, and you and possibly her.
hahahahaha
It comes mostly from the things I come across in your LJ.
i can't help it if something turns me on. what i can control is what i do about that something
Of course.
But it's the way it _sounds_.
Jealousy : no. Disgust : no. Distrust and the potential to be hurt : yes, a bit.
understandable
yes, you have the potential to be hurt
95% of this feeling comes from the fact that I do not know these people, and that you seem reluctant to tell me.
it goes with the territory
i supose i will jsut have to earn your trust some more
It's been worrying me this last little while :(
i can be patient
garrett, you've nothing to worry about.
but, i can tell you that till i'm blue in the face
i think you can trust that i have a good head on my shoulders and am not going to do anything stupid simply for the sake of doing it
Yeah ... you're right ...
There are just a lot of unknowns I guess
garrett, you know me
you know where my heart is in all this
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Date: 2002-10-02 09:34 am (UTC)Yeah, it looks to me like she's divided her heart up like a rhubarb pie, and she's serving the ventricles to a bunch of different people. If she really wanted to express deeper sentiments for you, she would have done so, over this mystery man, or whoever these other people are...
I hate seeing my friends get trampled like this :( I think Kiki said everything I could possibly think to say, and I agree... This is the time to cut her off. Even if she comes off as being decisive and stable on the surface, her actions resemble a big confused nuclear submarine, drifting aimlessly and casually smashing into other people's feelings without any real regard.
You deserve better... And she needs to prove it, before you can even try to patch things back together, if that's even appropriate.
*hugs*
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Date: 2002-10-07 06:30 pm (UTC)I hope this helps-I have faith in you.