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Sleep is important to me, but falling asleep is hard. I think I set the wrong tone early in life by staying up until 2 or 3 in the morning on school nights to mess with the computer. I didn't use caffeine; it was sheer force of will.

Actually, perhaps it's the other way around, and I stayed up late back then because I already had the same insomnia problem that I have now. Either way, when I get in bed I need something for my brain to chew on that's inconsequential, or it will chew on something important, and the hours will slowly pass...

Ever since high school I've been using music to meet that need. Back then I could program the CD player to repeat a track 3 or 4 times, so it would fall silent after I drifted off. Then I burned custom CDs. Then MP3s took over, and I made playlists. Then it was the iPod. And so on, across various digital devices.

It's been 30 years, and for twenty of those years, I've been using the same music playing app. (iTunes, a.k.a. Apple Music.) That means I have some pretty remarkable statistics at hand.

I'm about to re-make a bunch of my sleep playlists, and before I do, I thought I'd put this table here for posterity:

ArtistAlbumSongPlay Count
RapoonThe Fires Of The BorderlandsGroundswell2,509
LullThey're Coming Out of the WallsThe Passing2,071
BiosphereAutour De La Lune [Reissue]Disparu1,945
BiosphereShenzhouSpindrift1,733
Andy Partridge + Harold BuddThrough The HillGreat Valley Of Gongs1,638
Harold Buddthe roomthe room of oracles1,554
Zach ArcherDrowning River Phoenix OSTdreamcity (Airship)1,510
BiosphereShenzhouShenzhou1,430
RapoonDarker By LightSunday's Shadows1,370
Harold Budd + John FoxxDrift MusicCurtains Blowing1,328
Harold Buddthe roomthe room of ancillary dreams1,203
Harold Budd + John FoxxDrift MusicSomeone Almost There1,024
Robert RichSomniumPart 3B - Rotylenchus buxophilus1,014
Harold Buddthe roomthe room obscured971
Cliff MartinezThe KnickPlacental Repair935
Cliff MartinezThe KnickNever Read Him914
Skinny PuppyBitesOne Day907
Harold Budd + Brian EnoThe PearlA Stream With Bright Fish891
Harold Budd + John FoxxDrift MusicAvenue Of Trees891
Harold Budd + John FoxxDrift MusicWeather Patterns740
Normally InvisibleAlways Ultra With WingsClockwork736
Harold Budd + Brian EnoThe PearlLost in the Humming Air723
Steve RoachStreams & CurrentsPresent Moment707
Mick ChillageSonitus Liberabit VosTime Reflects (excerpt)696
OƶphoiTime Fragments 2: Hidden VisionsRequiem For The Green Planet694
Brian EnoAmbient 4: On LandLantern Marsh686
RapoonThe Fires Of The BorderlandsCircling Globes686
Harold BuddThe Serpent (In Quicksilver) + Abandoned CitiesChildren On The Hill684
Robin Guthrie + Harold BuddAfter The Night FallsThe Girl With Colorful Thoughts590
Robin Guthrie + Harold BuddMysterious SkinA Silhouette Approaches576

These are the 30 tracks that have the highest play counts in my music player. They are all from "fall asleep" playlists. The number one track has been played over 2500 times.

That top track, "Groundswell" (originally released in 1998), is a minor masterpiece of ambient music. It's just a few shifting chords, and at the halfway point they're joined by some echoey counterpoint that sounds a bit like a bird calling in the distance. It's simple, and in that simplicity it's unlike anything else I've heard. (And I've listened to a whole lot of ambient music.) More than any other track, this one opens the door to slumberland for me, because it brings to mind rolling hills of oak trees, stone walls in shadow, and the comfortable blur of darkness.

2500 times is a lot. If I played "Groundswell" once every day, it would take about seven years to reach that total. In reality it was a lot fewer days, because it's repeated three times in my most popular sleep playlist, and I restart the playlist when it doesn't work the first time around. So, more like... Every day for two years. Which is, uh, still pretty excessive. My ears have been subject to about 150 hours - six straight days - of just that track. Getting to sleep can be hard.

Just a bit further down the list, in 6th place with a remarkable 1500 plays, is a track by Zach Archer from the Drowning River Phoenix soundtrack. I don't think that's a coincidence, because I'm pretty sure he had "Groundswell" in mind when he was composing it. We're both big Rapoon fans.

If you listen to many of these, you'll notice a pattern: A lot of the music that I consider super-relaxing is actually pretty creepy to most people. Like, to the point of unpleasantness. Some people describe it as tense, or brooding. I'm not sure how to explain myself here. When I don't soak my brain in this stuff on a regular basis, I start to feel twitchy and discontent.

Anyway, if it's bedtime, and you're wondering what I'm listening to, chances are pretty good it's one of these 30 tracks.

The 31st track - just off the end of the list above - is not from a sleep playlist. It's "Premonition", by David Sylvian and Holger Czukay. Specifically, the 7-minute extract that appears on the compilation album "A Brief History Of Ambient Vol 2: Imaginary Landscapes", from 1993. I've played it well over 500 times.

Why? Well, cue it up and play it for yourself. It's weird. Then, check out this interview that describes how it was recorded. It's warm, eerie synth and analog organ sounds, layered shortwave radio beeps, and melodic fragments of processed piano and vibraphone, shifting around quietly, occasionally resolving into structure. There are voices as well, in a language I can't identify.

I've played this song as background so very many times that it's become difficult to listen to it directly, and consciously process it. When I try, the first thing I notice is that it's actually very busy, and I think for most people it has too much going on to work as background to any task. But then I de-focus my ears again, and sink into a wave of old sense memories: Mostly of sitting in my room on warm summer days, playing a fantasy adventure game called Ultima 7 on the computer, wandering through brightly colored landscapes full of magic and medieval pageantry on the pixelated screen and in my mind.

Another fun question: In this vast heap of music, what's the track I have played least recently?

"Boss' Domain", track 20 from the unofficial rip of the soundtrack to a console game called Viewtiful Joe. Last played on May 6th, 2004.

Date: 2023-11-19 10:03 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] juan_gandhi

How interesting. I'd rather get angry from listening to "easy music", and if it's too complicated, I won't be able to fall asleep.

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